The archives of this blog disgust me.

Time for a change.

bottled

Am I allowed to scream your name from hilltops yet?
Can I dance in circles down the street?

I know I learnt my lesson years ago.
But I think I learnt it a little too much.

A little switch that's never been properly flicked.
Easy to tell when it's finally gone.
Just look at the salty rivers on cheeks.
You know this is it.

Just Waiting

I wonder if you've noticed yet how well my head fits under your chin and on your chest.
I have.

Symmetry

This is the pit where I've poured all the dark thought, feeling and unfeeling.
With the good comes the bad, with the amazing comes the flip side.
The wide green eyes and the scowls and tears.
I will sit at home and sulk tonight.
Without you.

Because I am more flawed than anyone will ever know.

Lost is a big word and a small word at the same time.

I'm so confused.

I'm so lost.

My heart just broke for you.
I'll make everything better, I promise.
I'll love you when you don't feel like she does.
It's okay, buddy.