Songs

I wish I could write songs. But not necessarily songs that people sing. Just songs that can be explored by people. Like, song I could show to someone, and have them discover every tiny little thing about that song, and the feel of what it was. I can take photo songs, or draw picture songs. I can even write the occasional decent story song. But my songs aren't very good at showing, because I wont let them. I make my songs secret songs, that don't show people everything, because I don't want them to explore my songs, because they're mine, and what if they don't like what they encounter? I know my songs could show people myself. But I don't think I'm brave enough for that yet. Maybe it's that myself doesn't want to be confined to a song. Maybe I could find a way to show people myself through me, but that's hardly likely.