Happy to be frank

So yes, basically I'm trying to tell you all in a roundabout sort of way that the reason for going out to jujitsu tonight, was not indeed to obtain my yellow belt, it was because I was worried that I was starting to forget what his face looked like exactly.

And yes, I'm telling you I also don't mind not getting my yellow belt, because it means that something of mine, the belt that was meant for me, is now firmly and securely tied around his waist. And in a metaphorical kind of way, that quite pleases me.