I love you, I love you, I love you. I KNOW that's true.

Then why am I so unhappy? 

I genuinely don't know.

I should be ecstatic, and I am, usually.

It's just that sometimes when we're talking, not in person, online, I feel really sad.

I don't think I should be fighting tears whenever we have conversations.

I desperately need to know what's wrong.

I need to fix this.