Broken.

I know I really shouldn't. It shouldn't matter at all. It's so stupid. Even if I knew it all along and I was just deluding myself that I was being completely, utterly, ferociously, back stabbed. I'm so confused but I shouldn't be, I should know whats wrong with me but I don't, I'm sorry, but I' guess I'm just one huge ass living faliure at life.