Back in my dark place

I'm over on this side, and I want to cross over, please.

I don't know about doing it myself, could you carry me? No.

I want to cross this. I WANT TO.

I WANT TO CROSS THIS LINE.

WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO TO CROSS THE DAMN LINE?

vulnerable nighttime escapades

This is my black hole where I poured all things you.

Why are you coming back in to my mind?

You should know you aren't welcome here.

He told me to make sure I didn't suffocate & I said okay just for you & then I left & he didn't notice that I was very happy he didn't want me to die even if it was sarcastically.

misfortune

Is this just like, official make Andrea's life suck night?

Or maybe, tell Andrea a bunch of things she already knew but didn't want to believe?

Put Andrea in the position to do everything she wanted to and then snatch away her motivation?

Yes, yes I belive it is.

impossibility

Just when I figure out how to do it right, do it properly.

The way where every crease of a smile and every look makes me scream with hapiness inside my head.

Now I need to stop.

I'm afraid I wont be able to do this again.

Down I go now.

After the high.

my love

I want to help you all so so much.

It's my life, trying to make yours easier.

You don't even always know it.

It doesn't even usually work.

You should all know that you can use me so easily.

So don't make me steamroller over my own feelings to save yours anymore.

I'll put them aside carfully for you,

Just don't crush them.