slip ups

If I was to momentarily go insane

I would say that I'm in love with the feeling of your breath on my hair.

almost gone

So confused and so lost.

The warmth of your hand over mine doesn't help much. Or of your arms around me.

Neither does the effortless way your smile brings out one of my own.

I crave attention. (Anyone's.)

And you're giving it to me.

It's only natural to feel this way.

Just remember, it's not real.

I want to float in this happy confusion forever.

So happy. Ecstatic, joyful, laughing, joking, smiling. I won't overlook the cause anymore. Thanks.

past beginnings

On the day of the two:

One from me and one from you

I shouldn't have done,

But you offered me one

And I took it.

That's when everything changed.

I know.

I wonder how much it hurt when it happened.

I wonder if it hurt you more than I'm hurting now.

I wonder if you knew how much I understand, you'd...