He told me to make sure I didn't suffocate & I said okay just for you & then I left & he didn't notice that I was very happy he didn't want me to die even if it was sarcastically.

misfortune

Is this just like, official make Andrea's life suck night?

Or maybe, tell Andrea a bunch of things she already knew but didn't want to believe?

Put Andrea in the position to do everything she wanted to and then snatch away her motivation?

Yes, yes I belive it is.

impossibility

Just when I figure out how to do it right, do it properly.

The way where every crease of a smile and every look makes me scream with hapiness inside my head.

Now I need to stop.

I'm afraid I wont be able to do this again.

Down I go now.

After the high.